Wednesday, April 06, 2005
appeased myself with a new skin-layout. this. i thot using the works of others to call as own isn't much appealing so i decided for a change. somehow, without a trace of inspiration i started work. here is it after hrs of sheer bo-liaoness. special thanks to myself.
had phy. test today. a flunked test as usual. i worked hard the day before thou. spent 2 hrs on my chair with my face on the book. or i did mean napping on the book. the phy txtbk paper was just too comfy to drool on. ended up rushing up notes in skool. nevertheless, it's pretty reasonable for one whose uninterested in these irrelevant nonsense. i wud rather spend the tym sleeping or play tennis. (: in any case, i'm still hopeful i cn secure a pass as usual. praying for a miracle..
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
i have at last been compelled to pen down something in days. this would be good measure to those who reads the pennyworth times. he has decided to get his hands dirty again, dirty to make his new craft real soon. for now, he's ruminating to pen down his thoughts.
woke up at 8am to have tuition at 8am. after which, aunt drove me, mom n bro to my another aunt's hse. i noticed an intriguing gadget while strolling up the steps at mid-entrance. a dying bird . it had most probably mistaken the gate's intricate flower patterns of steel framework as dark olive groves n banged to it's fatigue. at first i thot it was a lump of obsence fertilisers coes my aunt houses a greenery. at closer contact i found out it was black n had a yellow protruding stick. oh hell, a bird. It looks prostrated by the fatigue. just as immediately, my sadist bro went over n grab the tormented soul by its stomach when he found out. it went chirppin' "fuk off, FUCK OFF!!!"
a helpess call indeed. my bro went on further to play with it by stroking its feathers.
he reminded me of saddist guys in Hitch.
he waved the poor birdie at me suddenly. So much for always assuming i've a phlegmatic bro, his reaction was playfully unfamiliar. i backed off with a grimace of disgust. "Get that bird fuking off me and stop polluting lah" i rebuked with a sudden feel of hatred for the bird and my bro. a while ago, i thot i found someth worth santifying. it died not long after my bro freed it i think.
Anyways, tat was the poor bird. i gtg study chi now.. cya peeps. will continue some other tym.
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
A VAGUE ACCUSATION
CONCEIVED NOTION
ok just wtf is going on today. that old man teacher wrongly accused me of copying hwk in class and because of that, he called my dad. the fuking fact is that i had intended to copy (i admit) but i wasn't even flipping open the Ten Years Series answer booklet or even touching my pen. i was in fact very much listening*** to wud our classmate had to discuss in class. He just swept my booklet from the back and demanded my dad's hp no. like wtf i wasn't even doing my hwk i was listening for fuck's sake. moreover i've already done 90% of the fuking sick-of-your-nonsense comprehension YOU HORNED PLEBEIAN. stop flaunting your authority like yr the boss mafia. my conscience is clear and i clearly did not do it. you can blacklist me and threaten for all i care, i'm not fuking scared the least bit. how cud a teacher just confiscate yr stuff away without seeking out the truth n worse still, demand your dad's hp no. to lodge a complaint. even take it that i was copying in class, it was like 1 last fuking qn. i feel maligned. No one's always right and we're a democractic society u communist, i deserve a fair trial too. Don always think yr MR RIGHT. zzz that old man screwed my day completely.
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Friday, March 25, 2005
Exploring a step deeper into christianity.
Grwwl i know my blog's template abit screwed. just bear with it for awhile. anyways, went to FCBC's dance-cum-drama somewhere at Bukit Merah. didn't rly want to go in the first place coes i hadda appointment with peers to play pool maybe. but schedule changed so i cud afford the tym. and so i went.. frankly speaking, i'm nt rly a firm believer of any religion. at the moment. but wud i do believe is; to confide in one which i cud seek solace and fall back on whenever i'm troubled or stressed. seriously, the buddhist songs my dad plays occasionally helped ease my troubled mind too. but today, i felt safe in another erected tower. a tower which i found peace and blessing beneath. i can sense a better affinity with God. though i cannot say i'm fully a 100%God follower, i've definitely witnessed a better perspective of christainty and it's teachings.
i think i saw u at 7-11 but i didn't rly thought it was u. mayb i was just dreaming on my part..
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Typical boring day/night
nth to blog in particular actually.. taking a break from my maths script so i'll just chill out abit blogging. School's al fine.. nth that interest me in particular.. after skool, went to alexandra hospital to fix an appointment for braces. So blah blah the procedures n the usual details the dentist got into for first consultation. kinda expected it. afterwhich i went home n frd called me up asking if i wnted to play tennis. i had the time to spare but somehow, i rejected anyways. just tired maybe.. After dinner, i was practically slacking..only started working on my maths after 10. e.maths exam paper, geog hwk, amaths qns; all to be due-in tml which makes me a screwed meat. i haven't started doing the rest(grwwl) and i'm supposingly still here typing some senseless stuff in the mid of the night. LOL kill me.
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
Mixed feeling of familiarity and peculiarity all over again. god knows
finally back on track again. hope it's a right one when O's round the corner. blardy time constraints..(grwl) the partly reason why im back here again is def. not for the love of blogging whatsoever haha but simply, keep my life events n stuffs updated thr an electronic keyboard way? i wont wnt to grow old not having an idea wut i've done ytd or in the past. i'll fill in more details abt ongoing stuffs later if i've the time. cya peeps
what was yr hp. no again??? i forgot to tell u i lost my hp..
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